I Surrender

Looking for a way in
Looking for a way out
Someone must be coming by now
And then the world will be brighter

He might be there in the newspaper
Or on the stair 
Moving up to the new

I surrender now
I surrender and now

There is nothing there to look for 
It was just a memory of desire
For someone gone

I surrender now
I surrender now

I am not honest 
When I’m singing that love song
It’s not love that I feel 
It’s fear of reaching the final letting go